Black Beauty

2011-12-26T00:19:00.003+05:00

OMG . . . i have so many Drafts with short notes , i have to Write them . I wants to write them.

Birth Day . . .

2011-10-24T23:53:00.002+05:00

Evry year this day comes and go , making me old by an year.

Its not fair , :P

Any way its the way it have to be " right " , we don't have any power on it dhoooo.

I miss my last B day. it was fun with my frnds in Delhi , i got 3 celebrations. I miss them, all of them.

"Miss you guys dear Delhi mats, Love you so much , including my own Bro's "

For this year , have to make new plans. . . . . . . think ..... thinking . . . . . . . thinking . .. .. . .. .

Will write them later .

HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO ME.

I hope this year brings me Happiness and success to my life.

I hope this year brings major changes to my life.

Thanks God for giving me this life ,

Thnks for GOD for the success and Happiness

Thanks GOd for bring those people who love me to my life.

Thanks my MOm and DAD for the care and love.

Thanks my kokko-men for the love u guys give me.

Thanks my LOve for the love and care.

THanks my frnds.

Love u all

Lets See where is my life right now. . .

2011-10-07T13:34:00.002+05:00

Before coming to Maldives i have thought about my life like 100 times.

Like the way i have expected , it is a busy life with little time to have fun.

Job consumes almost 10 hrs of day life and by the time i come home am so tired and does not wanna do any thing , just lay down and rest.

Some time , at night i go out for shopping o have a coffee.

No more shopping mall , no more window shopping , no more Hanging around in cinema and coffee shops with friends , No more wonder lands and fun rides, No more sleep overs at friends place.

I knew, this will be the situation . I miss those but yea, this is life now and am Happy.

I Am Hopping , This 3 months left in this year will make major changes to my life. :P

Finally am a Graduate . . .

2011-08-05T20:23:00.002+05:00

Yeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!! finally am a graduate .

After a long waiting , we got our result . Am so Happy for that . Such a relief.

Now its time to look forward and so something with life .

May be start a life with a partner and live life.

Need to make future plans too.

Now a phase is over and looking forward for a new phase of my life.

Good Luck to Me :)

People who pass through our life.

2011-08-04T21:34:00.004+05:00

The other day i was wondering ,

How many people , have i met in my life. ?

Am sure , i met so many people, some of them are friends also, but at this point of my life I barely have contact with them.

Some of the School friends are in touch. It is also through Facebook or some social webs.

Every Year me see so many faces and we talked to them , some times they are friends for some certain time. We always say keep in touch. But as life goes we meet different people and we forgets the people we met , and mostly we forget that part of our life. That's why we forget about the people we met in those time.

People say," it is life". Its TRUE.

Some times , i see a person and keep on thinking about the time i saw that person and who is that. Its actually not good.

I have a weakness, its to remember name. For me remembering names is not an easy task ( place o person)

Imaging a person like me trying to remember a name of a face , once i saw in my life. Seems like impossible thing for me.

Need to come back

2011-07-23T23:06:00.000+05:00

I need to come back to blogging and up dating this blog.

I did start with lot of ideas , but some how i got D-motivate. Felt like people might judge me. Didn't like that idea. Any way , Hopefully now Am back again.

thots..

2011-03-28T21:45:00.003+05:00

Is it so hard to make a decision? i do depend on others while making a decision,

there is this big decision i have to make..

whether go back to male' after exam and comeback for result, o stay back and go after gettin evry thing? my this decision is depending on only one person, if he says come, i will go ,, (i guess).

Now a days am having this thing of loosing my mind. i mean, i keep on forgetting , not knwing what happened a min ego, nt whole bt a part of it.

I believed that if think back , am gonna remember bt some details and parts i dont rem at all.

When i get pissed off

2011-01-03T12:00:00.000+05:00

when i get irritated o disappointed , i want to be alone, and i don't feel like talking. If any person tries to talk to me that person will be more irritated then me, cos i won't be talking , and my ans will be short and harsh.

I get this , problem with my BF a lot, he wants me to talk when am disappointed , bt i can't talk. He should knw the best way is to leave me alone and when am ok , i will talk. I do have a problem of high pressure for surely.

I get irritated when things don't go according to my plans. when things get skroodup. I don't knw. for evry small stuffs i get piss off .

I have to improve my self and develop my personality.

2011

2011-01-03T09:25:00.004+05:00

2011 resolutions .. .

1- To knw more abt me
2- To knw what are the changes i inherited and correct them.
3- Control on my anger and feeling alone part.
4- Respect my self.
5- Appreciate what i have and i got. p.s: my love and frnds.
6- Hope for better and wish for better.
7- Have possitive attitude and trust my self.

8- Get marry.
9- Find a scholarship in europ and Australia.
10- Learn some thing new.

11- Save money

12- Find better job , other then wat i have before .
13- Go to Goa
14- Go to c snow
15- Active in YES group

Enjoy the rest of the day in Delhi with frnds and make most of the ppl happy specialy my love. Do not act on anything which will make me regret.

After going back , finding a job and new apartment and new things to Do , Life will be different after that .

*another plan, before finishing find a master, and apply for it for this year. bt now a days i don't have intension of doing that , but who knows what will happen *_^

2010-12-22T03:30:00.004+05:00

2moro gonna be a good day ( wish that )

2nite went prity well, good talk with bf , at the end of the day v 2 r pretty happy.

am happy now .

wish i can express my self better..

yey!! gave a presentation.... ( i just want to this out to rem .. the fun)

wow !!! i talked to dad, mom raukko n axxa.

my baby sis s all grown up now.

wish am there with here .

thot abt my future a bit.... bt i dont c here i will be standing in next year .....

future s a mistory ..

gooodnite.

p.s. love to my love

25th am 25

2010-10-25T00:57:00.001+05:00

on 25th Oct am 25 ... isnt it cool . bt am not happy , cos i planned to be married before this day .......

on this month , such a nice days came

10-10- 10

20-10-2010

25-10-2010 the beautiful birthday of me...

isnt it such nice dates to get married ..

Dreams

2010-10-19T23:04:00.003+05:00

Jail dream,

Getting married,

In a war.

It was funny dream , I have noted this down that day only bt havnt got a chance to write it ,

Well, i dont remember it fully now, bt am laughing thinking and remembering some parts of the dream ..

So now itsin my mind, next time when i come to read this i will know what happened in the dream ( i guess) *_^ ..:D

How i spent my holiday

2010-10-19T22:50:00.003+05:00

I had spend like 5 holidays here in Delhi , bt this time holiday was the best in a way....

I planned to go out of Delhi , and i did went ..

My 1st trip was to Haridwar , Rishikesh-Raamjola.

Hiridwar we climbed 2 hills, one by foot and another by Rope. Different and interesting experience.
That place they had the GANGA river , it was so cold and big , just like a beach.
Raamjola was so beautiful , a small town with some ashrams and some friendly people, i heard that ppl go there to meditate ...

2nd trip i went to Amrista........... here we went to

Amusement park, where we had a water pool , had lot of fun ... All the place was for us, we had non other then our group so we enjoyed freely , had a blast.
Wagah boarder (Pakistan boarder) saw the flag lowering ceremony .
Golden temple - such a beautiful place ...

Am Happy that i have seen this places and fun with friends ..

Special thanks goes to , Porna, sonam, sly, Gev, Maria, korean, Irrey .

:)

2010-10-01T17:00:00.003+05:00

when it is time for blogging , i can't stop blogging , this will go for a few days and again i mite get bored .. mostly i forget about the blog .. i dnt knw Why ?

Any way , i being thinking that , what i want in life ? what makes me happy? rite now i have no clue , bt may be one day i will be able to tell , ( when i figure it out i will let u guys know)

Lot of things a head ,

2010-09-30T21:41:00.003+05:00

Am thinking to do an exam called CAT , its indian exam , not the CAT we have back home.., if i do this exam it will be easy to get in to masters in any university in INDIA , but i have limited time.on top of that , indian's study for a year to do this exam ........ am thinking i will try and lets see what happens. but its really hard , imaging doing hard maths with out a calculator with in like half a min. lolol!!!! Us Maldivians knows to do maths i wit cal ... .... .. wish me luck , even if i fail no harm for me, its only for GOVT UNI.

Another thing i wanna go some where , out of Delhi just to spend this holiday.

I dont knw Y , its so hard for a grl to travel alone. am not afraid , bt i have to consider other things.. see the consequences and result and blah blah , its like doing science experiment ...[hehe]

When i think of writing those things which was bothering me , i can't get them , its like i forgot them , wait until tomorrow morning , lot of things will come to my head, can't even sleep the early morning nice sleep ..[ strange ]

ooh, other thing , my friends are going for part time job , am thinking whether to try it o not ...

Stupid me dhoooo

shopaholik

2010-09-06T20:48:00.001+05:00

I was watching this movie again , and i realized what i felt when i shop ...

Some time i have this arg that ,today i have to wear a new some thing ,

i like buys shoes... Now a days am thinking to buy handbags,

right now i have shopped a lot , cos in this ramazan am spending a lot in food stuffs, i like to try new stuffs , new food .

i like going rastorants , tast different foods, buying cloths and shoes and hand bags ...

nomally , i have specific thing i want , thats y i dont go on buys what eva i see ..... thats a good point rite ,, if not i will not knw how much i will be spending .....

Home , sweet home.

2010-06-05T16:14:00.003+05:00

I came home. i mean male' on 20th May , after 2 years and more days. I thot i will be so damn happy and , things will be different , and ppl (family) will be so happy to see me.

Things are changed, but its not a good change , ppl are having their own problems and the so called buxy life. They dont have time. they are lost in their own buxy world.

You know what i thot , i thot after cuming here i will go for trips, islands and visit so many places. But its being like 15 days , i havn't gone out of Male' it self. Imaging....!!!

I wanted to go to hulhumal'e , villigli and have fun. but the family and friends am having s so damn beykaar , i didnt came here to stay in the house , watch series and sleep, i came to have fun. Y is that these ppl are not getting it.

In this week am going to my home island , where i dont have a frnd . am gonna be staying with my mom , gonna eat her delicious food, am, excited and happy for that but am afraid that , it will be boring too ... spending 1 month , with out doing any thing , with out going any where ............... OMG.... this gonna kill me.

Am normally very out going , i dont like to spend a day inside the house, bt i dont knw some how these typical Maldivian's finds it bad.... damn these ppl!!!

All thanks goes to my Boyfriend boo!!! when i get bored he is there, we do go to places, have fun. but there are obstacle for that tooo!!! U knw ............... blah blah ....!!!(to hell to all this)
He took me for swimming , i wanted to learn swimming in this holiday , bt unfortunately , after 1 day swimming i felt sick , can't go now... unlucky me. swimming is fun.
Thanks my sweety , if you are nt around i dont knw , how these days had gone.
You shows me light and joy in this holiday.
Love yea!! ummmah!!!

long posts ............ OMG

2010-06-04T16:03:00.002+05:00

I wonder when did i started writing long posts.
I , personally don't like to long posts ..(^_-)
I will try to write short. will try to make it interesting also .

Run away

2010-05-29T23:53:00.007+05:00

Now a days teen children's want to run away from the house.

Don't wanna see the parents face.

If it s possible , they dont even like to have a mobile phone, cos, parents start calling to them , after like 5 mins , when they goes out.

They prefer to block the parents number.

They just wish to be free. .. actually free from their parents.

the house they think of their home , becomes a cottage o jail. once they loved this house.

They wanna shout , " please give me a break"

Here are my opinions, o idears how parents should handle this.

When they grow old enough to go out, tell then don't go nay were with out saying.

Make a specific time for them to come home.

Tell then to come on after certain time, if its nt possible call us and tell us , what eva am doing in nt finished , i will come after like these mins o hr. and tell the child to try to keep his word.

Dont call 100 times , when they are late. call like once and , say its getting late, try to come home.
When they make a mistake, like come home late, tell them nicely don't do that instead of scolding. if you scold, the respect they have for you will be gone. They wont like you.

Its the parents , who loose the respect they have from their child.

plane stuffs to do with the children, even if they are big.

this is what i have in my mind for now.............may be this is just bull shit, bt i feel this need to be there.................
for some ppl this mite nt be good ...anyway thats ok , ppl views are different.

Thot , what would possibly gonna go wrong?

2010-04-23T18:39:00.002+05:00

I was prepared , i knw almost evry thing , i mean i can do any question,
and i was thinking what would possibly gonna go wrong .

Well, NOw i seen what would gonna go wrong ,
Am talking about the exam .
Regarding exam , i have no luck in exam.
I can do any question .
I knw how to do ,

But some how my fate o what eva it s , it doesn't give me the chance.
Y does it happen

I have done 2 papers , for now , in this final exam.
I was prepared, evn in the question paper there wasnt a hard question , which i couldnt do .

This s what happened, in Maths and Stat paper, examiner was suppose to provide a compound interest table, and they didn't had it. How careless s my collage , becose of that i couldn't finish it , its nt only me , others also did face that problem , when it was almost time to finish , they brought a paper, which was circulating around the whole, By the time i got it time was up. and another thing my calculator stopped, it was dead in the middle of paper

I was screwed up in that paper.

Then 2day it was account paper, the paper am good at.
Question wasn't heard , bt some how i couldn't finish the paper. How bad is it .
Am so angry and disturbed and Sad 2day .

Y does this happen to me , in evry exam i get these things .. Y is that ..???
GOD pls dont do this to me
Its not the 1st time, exam have cheated on me , almost in all big exam i did , some thing happen , Some time i do well and examiner does the mistakes in correction , IN my batch , even in 10th and 12th Students had to go for recheck ,and get the their deserve marks.
For me i dont knw what happens to me i don't even do recheck , i get so SAd , and this thing stuck in my mind that exam always do this to me ..................

But GOD isnt this unfair . YOu knw i knw how to do them , and i did correct but Y .........???
Whats the lesson , that GOD trying to give me .
"Dont Study!! , try to get just pass marks!! , what is it !!"
I dont get this .......................???
Is this mean , dont study , if you dont study and dont knw , it wont hurt this much getting a low marks o not finishing the paper ................

"OOH GOD "

I remember about my blog only when i have exam

2010-04-03T17:52:00.003+05:00

Isnt it funny .....
I rememeber about blogging , only when my exam is near ......
So funny .... seriously , what am thinking ...............
I have less then 20 days to go for exam and am not at all prepared ............
How cool is that .......
LOLOLOLOL!!!
Well ppl , wish me luck with my preparation .............
Dont think that am not trying to study ,
Am definitely trying but , you knw , like evry other student i find it difficult to spend some time with books .................
MOre on Facebook.... I think Facebook should start posting studying Notes ... hehe!!!

Any Way bye for now ppl ...........
Will keep on posting the boring stuffs ingey .....
Tc allllllllllll............

SeCrEts

2010-01-03T10:46:00.005+05:00

I knw evry 1 have secrets ... which , we dont like to share with any one ....

Well i kept my love life and dating stuffs away from blogs ,,, they are not 4 public.. rite ..

There was 1 day , i got in to a fight with my BF cos , he read my blog and , there was nothing , not even a single post about him .... i loved him ( past tense does not mean i don't , i will love him ) but , what i feel s that part of my life is so different from real me...

that subject of my life so complicated .... If i write it here, u guys will be out of ur mind,.. u knw me , having a craxy mind , dont knw wat i want ... all craxy thinking .....

Am gonna be successful but i dont whether my love life will be successful o not .......

20 ques!!!!... was taged

2010-01-03T10:15:00.003+05:00

I was tagged by sassy long time ago.
AM sorry 4 being so late .....

Rules:

It's harder than it looks!

Copy to your own blog, erase my answers, enter yours, tag 5 people.

If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.

You cannot use any word twice and cannot use your name for the boy/girl question.

1. What is your name: Rukshana

2. A four letter word: Love

3. A boy's name: Hussein

4. A girl's name: Sly

5. An occupation: Audit Accountant

6. A colour: Purple

7. Something that you wear: Burugaa

8. A food: KFC

9. Something found in the bathroom: Shampoo

10. A place: water fall //

11. A reason for being late: a Habit

12. Something you'd shout: Craxy !!!

13. A movie title: P.S I love you

14. Something you'd drink: Slice

15. A musical group: Black eye peace

16. An animal: Cat

17. Street name: rukooo

18. A type of a car: sport mini car

19. The title of a song: You belong with me

20. 5 people you want to tag : :::..Pwincess..::::,Belle,A Lavender Girl's,CapTain XeF SpaRRow,DarkCasanova's,

Thats all i guess....

Year 2010

2010-01-02T17:01:00.004+05:00

a new year , new beginning , well evry one hopes 4 the best , so i also hopes 4 the best .. to achive my goals... speaking of goals ,

Is there any goals i wanna achieve, is there anything i wish to happen .....???

oooh yeaa, there are , but am afraid to wish, and hope ....

you knw things does not go the way we want ,

like ppl , says , evry thing happen 4 a reason and , for good.

So , like that i take , every thing positive, ( lets pretend i take them positive)

I dont knw, why am afraid to wish 4 anything , i do hope 4 certain things to happen , but wishing and wanting ... noways , that scares the hell out of me.....

What if i don't get it ? ( am not talking about stuffs/ item , i hope u guys knw wat am talking about. like love , friends ..etc ) "ooooh god" i think its enough of this crap now ...

Well , i wanna thank , my friends 4 being with me in the last year ... i havn't had a fight with any of my friend in last year .... WoW!!!! such a great thing .... any way am not a fighter, o jealous person.. am cool ( "one eye close")

Specially Sly ... This year brought us so close, and i feel the different , we are best friends, i knw she will be there 4 me ,in any case .. i trust her, my eye close.. there s such a great bond between us, i dont make , any decision with out asking her, ( not even i buy a thing i like, with out asking her) "hehe" We like same stuffs and i dont kwn i just love her a load ,.... She such a good friend of mine, and i will be there 4 her ... anything she need , where ever she need me, i will be there..... she understands me so clearly ...

THANKS SWEETY BEING MY FRIEND.

and other friends i wanna mark are , Sonam , Pema and Rony ...

About Sonam: "She s simple and , good hearted , there are stuffs she do which i dont like, but overall she is just a goood person, who will b there 4 u ...."

About Pema : " hehe" she is so different , i can't say much about her, am glad to be her friend, she will also be there 4 me when i need her"

About Rony: " i know you will read this , "" hehehe", " rony is such a great friend, wants to be evry where with evry one, i dont knw how he do that , to take care of evry one ... " i just love you" .... i can express my self with him , i can tell and ask anything i want ... (again its this year which brought us together, i mean this close) thanks being with me ,in, all the crap i went in ... "" hehhe"

THANKS THESE 3 SWEET FRIENDS OF MINE....

Hey , i havnt 4goten the friends back @ home.. i love you guys tooo,The distance between us is making it difficult to keep , our friends ship the way it was, but i knw when i go back ,it will grow , as firm as the way it was b4.... love you Aaaya , shina , Anjum , and Jihaa.....

And all the friends and followers of my blog , thanks for being there and commenting ...

I HOPE , YOU ALL WILL BE THERE WITH ME IN THIS 2010 ALSO ..

HAPPY 2010 .............

Lets start the journey to 2010 together....

EXAM !!!!!

2009-12-29T14:46:00.003+05:00

EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!! EXAM !!!

What to say again , this year Exam came , and am not at all ready. i dont knw how this year went. It was 2 fast , i havnt touched any of the book ,

What am gonna do???

This is so scary ..............

Well, hope GOD bless me ... That i can handle my Exam so easily ......

You knw wat i really want ......

2009-11-29T00:50:00.002+05:00

I really want the word "lie" to disappear.
It to do not exist in the word.
Like some thing ppl dont knw , Haven't heard of it .... Cant even think of it ..
Just it to vanish.
Go out of evry ppl mind...

WOW!!!

Then evry one will be talking frm their heart , No hiding , no lieing ,, so cool ...
Say wat ever in there mind. say wat ever they did.... Can you imaging how gud this word will be...

Most of the ppl evn lie to them self.. "piss,piss". That such a hecktick thing to do,
SO wired haaa ....

I wonder if this lie word is not there, how good my life would have being....

If my this wish , come true , i guess i will be doing favour to lot od people..

(Dont mind, my craxy thinkings .. guys )

"BTW, i wached Newmoon , i mean a cinema copy , andam dying to watch it in big cinema.. Those fights are so cool with wof's and vempires ... so damn cool "

Do i act my age...?

2009-11-14T09:18:00.004+05:00

Its being long that , am having this craxy question in my mind... its really v craxy ... Y ? i even think this.

I knw am old , i mean above 20 and some how i feel like am acting 16 o 18 .. Some time it is fun .. you knw having fun and acting young ........... "hehe"

Some time it makes me craxy , i keep on thinking that , y am doing this, its not some 1 in my age will do ... (hehe) I knw nuthing depend on age , but you knw ppl change according to their age... am sure most of the grls in Maldives want to start a life when there r 25. i dreamed that tooo , to have a career and a serious boyfrnd ....... blaa blaa... but now, i feel like i cant achieve that goal. i do have time but , its far i mean the goal. i dont knw.

Ok , its not the thing ... some time i wanna act big , like a big grl , be mature , take wise decision .......... i dont knw ...

some friends of mine act old then there age, pretend o wish they are old, but me i dont knw i just want to act my age but i cant do that... ' hehe hehe"

ok ,now this is a craxy post ...

lets see., ppl say i luk younger then my age.... so then lets say "act according to ur look , not age" ..... heheh.... i think this phrase will be fine.

How my B day went !!!

2009-10-26T21:47:00.003+05:00

That night i got pissed of by some bull crap thing and slept, but at 12 i got calls and msgs, but was so bloody out of mood to reply and pic the phone, So in the morning i replied to those friends who wished me.... then for the day i was planing to bring some friends and have a little party... but morning time it was damn boring, No call , No msg. i spent whole morning reading a story book . My close buddies (sly, pema, and sonam) was suppose to come early and help me in cooking. Pema cam around 1 , Sonam at 1:3o, another 1 at 2:00. ( do u see the different in time , 3o mins) heheh!!! any way after that we went for shopping and, they started cutting stuffs and i went to buy a cake...........

have i told wat i was planning to cook.... well its being long that i haven't eaten fish fried rice and , my friends being telling me to cook it the way we cook it in Maldives. So i was going to cook it.........

cooking went prity good.. You know these friends , i told them to come at 4, cos some have to get in to there jail hostel at 7. too bad, but they came 1 by 1 and, almost every one came at 6. so we rushed to cut the cake.. got some lovely gifts too. (in the pic) after eating we were dancing . u knw here a party doesn't end with out dancing. ( indian kudhinne noon , but they like dancing) then v had a blast............
Evry one commented on food . they Said it was delicious and good, some ppl even went 4 a second round also....

Thats all abt my B day ....
Am happy that i celebrated this fun b day with friends and family being away from home.
I miss home.

life is awsum ..

2009-10-22T09:50:00.003+05:00

Life is never bad, we are the one who makes it bad. We have choices. We make our own decision and we write our destiny.

The bad choice we make makes our life horrible , The awesome part vanishes , and we are left with vein.

Some time we say , its not fair, well some cases it is not , but its for better , some thing gud is ahead.... we have to move forward, learn from mistakes and just luk forward , and the happiness waiting for us.......

here , am convincing my self ... Am not a lecturer o who knws a lot about this .. but thinking like this calm me down and make me feel gud..

Some body wake me up..!!!

2009-10-15T15:01:00.002+05:00

Wats wrong with me?
Y cant i think twise doing some thing?
Y am i like this?

Life was going well , happy and i made it complicated. No use of regreting o thinking twice now, i should have done it be4. I dont wanna get emossional and all, but thats wat am....... so wired.

Today is my best buddy birth Day

2009-08-25T23:49:00.003+05:00

After coming here, i found this girl from Kanya called sylvia , we call her sly . She is very good and, and i love her ........ ( as a friend :P) Hehe.....

I Gave her the present she will love and I havnt given a present like that to any one else. i realised that she worth it . It a evening gown, Black and purple. so nice one, i like it. Am very happy that i finally bought it and gave it to her.

OOh yaa she gaave a treat to us, we went to citywalk , roamed there had fun , it was really fun . Thank you dear for the wonderfull day . And Happy birthday . Wish that your 20's will be the years u fullfill all your dreams...........

Latest update of my life...

2009-08-08T23:20:00.002+05:00

My so called second year started, am so excited cos am gonna study some interesting,tuff subjects this year... In addition to this our classes are so tight cant even get a break in between , morning to afternoon, like olden days secondary school.. hehe..

Did i say that i got pass in first year , i don't have any back paper. Am so happy for that. But there is this little disappointment ... I was hoping to get 1st class pass, but my internal assessment was little low cos of attendance so I ended up in second class like 2 points down from 1st class. ( hope guys know wat i mean by first class and second class) Anyway am happy for that.

Another thing is now a days am getting lot of cuts, i mean my hand or finger gets cut every time i use a knife and even from cane also its cutting . Its like all my fingers are having a cut... *_*

Am planning to start a swimming class, most probably from next week on wards, not conformed , i mean i haven't made up my mind, but i really want to learn swimming. will do ............ ll c dhooo...

"OOH" there is this exciting thing going to happen , am signing in to a youth group called Youth Establishing Success.(Y.E.S) , going to be a member of board. So excited. ...... *_* (pray for me that i can do this)

I think now it is enough of this crap of my life.
will be back

Happy Friendship Day

2009-08-01T22:58:00.004+05:00

This post is specially for my friends who keeps our friendship real ......
Here is something for my friends..
Taraaaa... !!! *_*

FS Day by Purinses RuksRukia Wawily on Polyvore.com

OOh yaaa its girlish ...!!!cos its for my girl friends...

Hmm let me work on some thing which fits 2 gender ..*_*

fs day by Purinses RuksRukia Wawily on Polyvore.com

How about this..???
Hey !!! Friends always keep in touch . No Matter how far i go , or u go .

hey i got to tell u guys something ..
today i got a msg frm a friend, the history of friendship day.
The msg goes like this
"In 1935 America govt had killed a person on 1st Saturday of Aug. The next day his frnd died committing suicide. in his memory American GOVT had devlared 1st sunday of every Aug as Frndship day.. this 74the friendship day ..""
I dont know whether this is true or not, I found it interesting.

little Help here..!!!

2009-07-27T01:35:00.002+05:00

N79

Need help in making my mind...........
Last year i bought W580 . It was cool i loved it, But i lost it. Havent even used it for a month , too bad naaaa.!!

Again i want to buy a phone to loose... hehehh!! kidding

Here are my ideas .

# am thinking of buying a Second hand W580 , cause i have all other stuffs with me, it will be cheap and convenient. I don't like w595, I just dont.... Then , there is this Nokia N series phone, which clicks really cool pics. ( ooh ya i want a phone to click pics and listen to musics..*_*.. I cant carry a camera every where i go....!!!!!*_*)Ther is 2 option , i like N79 and N95. Here the prices are N75 Rs15000 and N95 is RS20000. ( ok Rf 4000 - 6000) i think you guys knw the features...... i like both . they are coool

# There this LG phone in pic , I luks nice, feature are also cool. Cam:3.5mp. Gud to use in daily life.

OOH my , i never used other then Sony Ericssion in my life........ hmm gonna be a tough decision ...
Tell me wat you think ........ wat should i buy , should i think of money and Needs. ..? Tell me..........???????????? Help me........!!!!!*_*

harry potter ( The half blood prince)

2009-07-18T22:41:00.005+05:00

Yesterday i went to watch harry potter , the half blood prince. well when i was going to watch the movie i was so excited , Thought that lot of dark stuffs will be there. Any way i haven't read the books , so i did not have any idea what the movie would look like. I had a bite high expectation , but the movie did not reach my expectation , so i was kinda pissed,when the movie was over.

I am not gonna , let you guys down ... do watch it . Over all it was nice.

Its past one year ........

2009-07-01T01:27:00.001+05:00

I came to Delhi pn 16th June 2008 . Now it is one year past. I was planing to celebrate that day with my friends, (who cam eon 16th) but the plan was changed cause some came on 20th.

The dinner i gave in this house was on that occasion, i forgot to mention it. Right now when i saw from calender it is July , all of a sudden i remembered about it........ Some how i have to write about it so here am writing . Its being 1 year 14 days now. Counting is hard thing i normally don't count. Well 2 more years to go in Delhi.....

Ban of polythene bags

2009-06-29T21:06:00.003+05:00

Today i went to like 3 big shops. They don't have a bag to put the stuffs. I had to carry them on my hand , and even one wet tissue packet i bought went in to a junction. Too bad.

I heard that , they have banned polythene bags. I am not sure about the news.

Am thinking that how am gonna live without them .... I know they are dangerous to the environment and all. banning them will cos difficulties. I don't know about you guys but for me it is difficult.

first of all, i have carry a carry bag with me when i go for shopping. It is v difficult thing for me, normally i go to shop , on my way back from collage, do i have to put a carry bag with my books..

another thing , how am gonna throw my dust , and dirty stuffs , like kitchen stuffs which gone bad (ooh they have ad smell) and all. Normally i put them in a bag.

Then , when i clean the house i use polythene bag on my hand . i know glows are there, but those polythene bags are easy...........

ooh another thing, in this hot summer i have to carry a ice water bottle with me, i put it in a polythene bag and keep it with my books, so the books don't get wet...

I know Compare to these stuffs the damage it course to environment is greater, but still dhoooo.

Auto-Rickshaw

2009-06-24T23:16:00.003+05:00

Let me tell you guys some thing about this autoRickhsaw vaalaaaaaaaaa ............

Last night me and some friends and my bro's went to MT. The famous place named Tibet colony. Well we have dinner there. It is one of the place we get beef in thin Delhi. So after Dinner around 10,we were searching for an auto , to go the nearest metro station. Actually there is one very near to that place. So we like 6 ppl in to one. The driver Started to drive, like craxy. so fast and all. Then we got to know that he was drunk. We were so afraid , it almost hit to place and cars like 3 or 5 times. "Almost".

And the another thing was , we said to take us to this particular Metro which was near. we said the name and all, But he took us 1 station Back . It was so far , Long and dangerous ride. OMG we were like " in yaaseen matheega" shouting OMG, OMG .....it was kinda fun , but Hell scary.

Then another thing , Again tonight we came out from Metro and got in to an auto. This man was riding it very slowly. This man go fast for a second and then slowdown, then we check on him from mirror, another drunk man . we was sleeping in it, his eye gets close in a second.. like those "jassagen ulhey meehun-Hey nuhunna vaththara". ( He might was drunk or sleepy- I dont knw , we concluded he was also drunk)

What a dangerous thing is that , riding when the driver is drunk.OMG. Here after at night am gonna check them, like testing and all..Hehehe....

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED OUT LOUD..?

2009-06-21T11:44:00.005+05:00

Last night i invited my kenyan friends for a dinner . ( Before i was sharing an apartment with them, 4 of them are there, they are nice friends) I moved this house in march, its being 2 and half months , but i haven't invited them officially to this house.
I was planning but things comes up to me or them.

So last night was the final day. Me and my friend buddy , (sly - she is one of them , We 2 are close buddies and she helps me on everything) Am not a good cook, but if i cook something wholeheartedly its comes out to be very tasty. (*_*) last night i cooked chicken ova na laafa, is it called barbecue, kinda dhoo. Any that and fried sausage and carrot rice and salad and tomato soup.
They loved the food.

After the eating we started to play some songs , and in lap we found that kenyan songs they are funny , and then they started to dance the way they dance.(kenyan dance) they even have names , they say that different tryp people dance differently , so we were trying to dance like those different tryp ppl dance , no one knws the actual way , it was fun and we laughed a load.
We laughed until our stomach started aching and mouth went try ( cos its hot- like have to take water once in 15 mins)
Then i was thinking that when was the last time i laughed that much, i couldn't remember, laughing is a good thing to do , you should do that more often.

After a very long , i had some fun, and laughed like hell ,we used to have when we were sharing the apartment , i miss them.

Finally

2009-06-19T13:45:00.002+05:00

ooh finally i got the wireless connection , so see u guys often ...........
Am very sad that no one visits to my new blog............
Pls , grls do visit there and give me some ideas.........

Am Stuck

2009-06-06T23:34:00.006+05:00

I dont knw whether it is the write word to use or not.. The thing i got a holiday of 3 months and i cant go to home (Maldives) , Can U imaging ...........OMG

On one hand , its my decision not to go ... but i damn really wanna go , am missing my friends and those walks on the beach, trips and coffees......

I took that decision based on 2 things, 1st i said to some one that i wont go there if that person is not around, another thing is my another bro is cuming and i have to do admission and blaaa blaa.. Being the eldest in the family i do these things (sacrifices) its not that i have to , but cos i want to do.

Some time, things changes , our planes changes and certain circumstences arise in a very narrow difficult days, the i don't knw about this mysterious life ..........

Well, after taking the decision not going home , i joined another short course. Y to wast my time here.. right!!! (Dont think that am studying pig) It is better to go for a place like class instead of spending some boring days in the house...

Hey !!! my friends in home, i miss you guys , am sorry i couldn't make it up this time , But again i will plan and will see to be with you guys soooooon. miss yaa all.

Check Out

2009-06-02T14:03:00.003+05:00

hey guys check out my another blog , which is for girls to give then an idea of dressings ............
Well am interested in designing dress and other things , as a hobby....
well then just check out this, and tell me what you guys think ...........

http://kool-ideas.blogspot.com/

Am planing to get a nice template for it , If you knw any site which has cool templates just tell me. i will be very thankfull.........

Then just go on check it out................

SOME WIRED DREAMS

2009-05-27T19:34:00.001+05:00

Hey ...!!!
i have been saying that i wanna share u guys some dreams i saw the other nights. Its being a month i have seen it , it was when my exam was going on .............

In first dream i saw 2 snakes in room. at first i was playing with them, giving foods , then wat happened was, when i was walking in the room accident i step on one, then it bite me on my hand, i ran to my bro and him to do something for that , He said its nothing , he seems so cool, i was terrified, scared , and i went to my friend asked her to suck the poisons,them bro said its nothing those snakes don't have poisons, what i have to do is hold tit. After sometime i went in side my room and i fund them on my chair, i wanted to take something from the table near the chair. i went to the conner and tried to get it , those 2 snakes came up to me and was searching for skin to bite from me, fortunately i was wearing long sleeve one. Those 2 snakes had a knot with the chair they couldnt reach me. at that time i was shouting and so afraid. I wakeup almost shouting.

Funny dream dhooo

Then there is this another dream my house was sarounded by Gorillas and some one gave a Shot gun to and told me to shoot the person there in between the gorilla's , he said that the boss, then i shot him on head, boooom he was gone . that time also i was afraid.

Then in another one i was in a gang, i was a gang member, and i had a crush on the another opposite gang member, hehe.!! that was a funny dream ..........

My friends said its cos i was watching too many movies , they were right after exam i spend 2 days indoor watching movies, my head was aching and my eye seems going to popout ..

I hope these things dosn't happen to you guys ..............
Thats all about my wired dreams........

update for the month.......

2009-05-27T11:37:00.005+05:00

its being long that i havent posted any thing ............ reasons are ( its not 1 reason, list of reasons)

1) my exam was going on ........ now its over. it was year exam. if u wanna ask me how it was, my ans will be it wasnt bad, tough but i did ok. dont have nay idea how much am gonna get...
2) as i said before my little bro came, and in new house i dont have wireless yet. so wat happen is he use internet 24/7. i don't get much time to update blog, and another thing is i like to in my own lap so , i end up here not updating my blog for this long.
3) i was buxy and laxy ...... my laxy mind havent found any thing to write, i tried but mind was empty so thought to give a break.

i have another story abut the dream i saw... do i really have to write in one post ,hmmmm... it will be too long , will right a another post .................

i missed u guys ,,,,,,,,,

SOME CRAXY SHIT

2009-04-15T12:41:00.009+05:00

(in this pic those things look like books)
Today this thinking came drifting to me with the wind.. hehe
hmmm

Peopl say to other 'Move on' and 'Let go' . well i also say so. but lets see how that happn, is that ppl are moving on time is moving. ? Well if a person is in a locker for a month. His life is stuck there but when he come he will be different , we can say a different person. What did move here, the time or the person....................

Then this 'LET GO' thing. Is any one holding any thing here. lets let go of your boy friend or the past. No one is holding any thing , i mean cant even hold it , like past and all...right!!! How to let it Go.

"hmmmm , dont think about it much, you might go craxy like me"

Hmmm let me see, loads of Anonymous are out there commenting and writting different things, what eva came in to there mind. .. Lmmeee give them a Name. ANY MOUSE. hehe funny haaa. actually that is any mouse, no one knws them and i think this name realy suits them ,,, Isnt it..

KOn baethha mashaa ekkolha thibee, mi New Name aa behey gothun.

Any way , you knw when you have a book in your hand, evry sought of thinking comes in to your mind instead of the book your reading. Somne craxy things which are not at all related to ur subject.
Hey ..!!! then bye for now inge.

BUT WHO....???

2009-04-13T23:00:00.001+05:00

Actually i don't knw how to right this, but let me try..!!
Well am getting old and i think its time for me to bring some one into my life, But whoooo??
I being thinking about the boys in Maldives, i like to put them in to categories. ( ooops,!! ooh boys pls don't kill me..:P)

1. Boys who are religious, their beards long and short trousers . Ppl called them Harbees.( ooh i heard that v are not suppose to call them that) What i think s that's over, being over religious. Most of the people don't like them , for me they are ok but not for me ,who knows they might take all my freedom. Thinking about parents, may be some parents like them but they don't know , what is behind the picture.

2. Boys who are Gangsters , they are cool and stylish, but dho for a life partner they are not even cool and smart. May be one day the couple is happy another day, the wife will be crying cos her husband got killed by another gang star.( that's scary ) Most of the parents hates them. Cant keep them as the son in Law.

3. So called Partey. In this there are 2 catergries.One is those ppl who are called abused to it , cant live without that sugar or wat eva they called it, another ppl are those who take drug occasionally may be who take weeds . Well non of this is good. Can't have a real life with them. Then another thing Parents totally hates them, they dont even want their daughter tobe friends with a guy like that. As far as i know some of them are smart and romantic... hehe!!!

4. This is the category s 4 those business ppl and professionals. For me they are no good, they have loads of expectation in life and they work hard to get what they want. And one time in their life they hated girls, cos they think girls will ruin there carear and study, They don't have respect for woman. They think they can get what eva they want with their power. Well not all of the professionals are like that. Then the case will be different i they fall in love with a girl, so deeply . I can say that girl will be so lucky. But without so called deep love living with a guy like that will be so difficult. Parents loves them, but have to think about living together happily , doing things together... its a difficult things for them.

5. This category is for those who dont have any thing in life , they dont knw any thing , and ppl call them radun.( am sorry ) Like very quite and i dnt knw how to describe. Parents love these type of boys, cos basahaathee.

6. people who don't fit in to any of these category. There are some boys who pretend to be a gangsta, or a partey. Ok, they dress like that be like that , but in real they are not. They just wanna be cool , But most of the ppl put them in those categories. They are normal boys. who like to have a style and be cool and smart. They are good. They are not over in anything. They have respect for every thing in life. They have their own ideas and they think about life and plan life and all.................

I think now this is enough for differentiation . Pls dont kill me guys. If u have any other category pls tell me ..........:P

Because of this, it is so difficult to get a partner, actually i dont care about the type or category if we are in love, but parent and society is an issue dhoooo. Then i don't knw its a tough decision to take...

UPDATING

2009-04-12T17:21:00.002+05:00

Time is moving , Days are passing , Exam Date is coming closer and closer, but Damn me,
Am 2 buxy in wasting my time, i mean spending my time without studying.

Need to stop what eva am doing , and study .!! then mihen kiyas , ekame nuvaane dhoo, hama kiyeveema kiyeveny ...... then keekuran kiyavanvy..

Hey, can u see am going mad here.
This is exam madness, dont worry , when exam is over madness also will go.

Just thought too update with latest thing in my life.

Is this Me

2009-03-27T14:19:00.007+05:00

IS THIS REALLY ME

I don't knw what happened to me, i was a girl who was not afraid to do anything. ooh i think afraid is not the correct word here. i think i feel uncomfortable, invisible, unknwn fear, Hinuthanavas..dot dot dot

I just remembered that one of the old school series , there was this line the dad told to his daughter "NOT TO DO ANY THING WHICH MAKES U FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE"

What am gonna say is when i think of doing something here in Delhi , my step goes back instead of going forward. When i was in male' i go to places alone, shopping and all, if there is no 1 to go with me, and do loads of things. It free of fear But now i cant even go out of house alone ,even to the park nearby . I dont knw Y?

Next month am move to a new house with my kokko. We are gonna live as a small family. The house is big and am kinda uncomfortable. I wanted a big house and make that place really nice and live a nice life. But some how these fear is there.
The fear of like " what to do in case of robbery , What to do when 1 of us get sick in midnight...??then Blaa blaa"

"What the F... thinking is this.. I can do it . I can live alone. am not afraid"

I always wanted to live in my own house with own rules and now am hesitating. What is this? IS this really me? After coming here am really changed. I dont knw what happened. This is not me.

My own

2009-03-26T22:30:00.003+05:00

My own hand made cards

Hope U guys like these. I made this for college NNS clearance, Its kinda society service thing.pics are not clear and nice cos its kadavaa phone akun negyma.

I have being thinking

2009-03-22T12:45:00.003+05:00

I have being thinking
When eva i think of writing some thing to publish here , I think about it thousand time.I have a kinda hidden fear about what will readers think abt it. I knw i can talk about any thing, what i think about some thing BUT, What will happen if people get wrong meaning of what i have written. So far i have written only about me, but i wanna write what i think about certain topics BUT can't, Cos of fear or may be am not a general topic writer.......hehe

Normally I say i don't care about what people think about me or say about me. But most of the time, i end up not doing a thing thinking what will people think abt it . Some time I do thing which i desire, not thinking much . After doing that i don,t regret , i say i don't care what ppl say or think. But some where in my mind that thing is there, if it is a immoral , really not immoral ,kinda not acceptable things ( some silly things) i keep on thinking why did i did that, or why did i say it... Thats funny

UNSTABLE

2009-03-21T16:09:00.003+05:00

UNSTABLE

why is that some time we feel like,Our heart is unstable. going to come out from the chest.
It keep on beating fast, and person is hurt , sad, lot of worries in mind or heart. I don knw which part is effected, may be whole body.

I dont knw what to call to a situation like this..?

It is even so difficult to explain whats going on.
Every thing you see is boring, noting seems to be right,
If u try to do some thing it goes wrong.
You don't knw where U are any more.
You can spend like hours with out talking staring at same spot.
Feel like going some where , where u get fresh air, want to be fresh,
But You can't go that, if you go also , it doesn't feel good. Its not the right thing.
Feel like hitting the body, can't do that cos it will be pain full.
Feel like shouting , cant do that also, cos of the ppl around us.

Well, a time like this what to do..... ??
Yesterday i felt like this, may be worse then this,i have described. I spend hours changing the channel on TV. Went out , but no success. Then spend some time listening to music but memories cam running, Then i slept but it was a sleep less night

Random questions..???????

2009-03-16T00:11:00.002+05:00

Random questions..???????

1)Why do evry Maldivian write male' as there hometown in FB information part..???

2)Why is that Indian's keep cows, or goat what eva on road...???
3)Why is that old ppl colour there hair in red...???
4)why do ppl turn in to lesbo and gays...???

5)Why do friends hide things , saying that they don't want to ruin the relation???

6)Why do boys ask for girls number from others?Why can't they ask from that girl there number???

7)Why is that in this world its all about money???
8)Why do ppl keep which do not belong to them..???

Hey 4 these questions i need an ans.... a funny one give me some pls..:D

I LOST IT

2009-03-15T23:24:00.003+05:00

Can u imaging i lost my phone. I just bought it the other month. How can i be so stupid to leave it behind in an Auto. Am so angry to my self, It hurts ooh it hurts to loose some thing u dreamed to get and after getting it u loose it.

"Stupid, careless, horrible , Silly...................... ME"

Well, gellunu echche aburaa na annaane, BUT I wish to get it back, May it happen for the best. May be i deserve a better one. "bullshit". Am just saying this to make me feel better.

Let me tell u what s the other stupid thing i do... I write a thing here and never check it and post. just post. when i read it after like one day i see loads of mistakes. "Stupid me".. Can u imagin how many mistakes i will do in my exam.." hahaha"

well.!!!
"E phone mage echchaka vefakaa nei, emmefurathama gai thana memory card massala, then it had being giving me headaches after i bought it BUT i feel so bad that i lost it"
"GUD BYE MY PHONE"

1st time 2 to a museum

2009-03-14T17:12:00.006+05:00

This bird looks so nice, made in iron or wood
i dont kw cant touch cose it was in a glass boss ..
hehe, i wonder Y..??

Meethi masha vatharu vee, dhufaa echchehi alhaa echchaka
but its some thing used for smoking yooooooooo!!!!!

This is how inside look like, it was a big place,
i had loads of ques in my mind,
what to do i didn't have a tourer guide..hehe

LOSt and found things,,, aharumenge rashuge moodhun
libe kahala echchehi... wonder Y ..!!!
May be kuree zamaan ga maa mashoor echchakee thochche..!!!

Some brand of cooking pan

I went there with my frnd (grl..i had to mention this because of the previous post) At fist it was boring but when i saw painting , thats part was interesting,,, well i could not get a paint pic, camera e vadhanna emeehun charg kure viyya so took some pics frm phone.

A note frm a friend..

2009-03-11T12:02:00.002+05:00

"Just in case there will be no tomorrow
and today is the only day we have to tell
our friends how much they mean to us,
Just know that your precious.

If i could pull down the rainbow
i would write your name on it and
put it back in the sky , to tell every
one how colorful My life is with a
friend like U.."

"I just dont wanna be in a relation"

2009-03-10T15:52:00.004+05:00

Well this is a very common answer from us girl to a boy ... right!!!
" I JUST DONT WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP"

wow!!! it a really cool answer.

Most of the time grl says that because they like the guy really and they dont want to loose him as a friend. you knw what happens when 2 friends goes in to a relation what happen is - sooner or later they will get breakup and their friendship also will go (most of the cases) and blaa blaa. Some time grls say so because they afraid or scared to say that they dont like him, its not because he is gonna hit her to any thing, grls are just afraid to hurtsome one.

ok here is the story of this topic

" Recently a grl and a boy met some where and they exchanged there numbers. After that they started to msg each other and call. They even met in a MUSEUM. ( Well the boy gave a choice of Travelling, cofy and a movie. She choosed travelling then he gave a choice of museums,park, mall ..etc. she chose museum.. (hehe.. quite funy haa)) ok she was confused.Then they had a good time in there second meet and they are gud friends and they 2 like each other. Then after some days , this grl seems worried. The reason is she dont want to be in a relation, It not that he asked or any thing, but there is a chance. and she dont want to loose her."

Thats all. hope u liked my this real life story.

PS: Its not me

Real!!!!!!!

2009-03-07T00:45:00.004+05:00

Friends.........???

Who do u concider to be ypur friend.??

Who can be your best friend..??

Its not that i have this quiestions.. but i want just to write them. To get a friend you dont have to have ans 4 these quiestion, Friends come 2 ur life naturally.

Reason for writting this post is this:

"I got hurt today... i feel so stupid and wired... Am not here to tell the whole story. my friend , the so close one, told me truth , she havent said befor thinking that , it might riun our relation. She havent lied and she havent betrayed or done any thing , she just kept quite of something, to make me happy and she was praying for me.

Thats not a bad thing, i think she done good, but the wired thing was i thought she was my side, and she understands me, any way she was bt not whole heartedly, cos there was some thing i dont and she knw"

Dose thos one has a twist..?? wht a questionn dhooo. hehe..ok then wrote it like 2 days ago and was thinking of a heading couldnt got a gud one.

Things to Note

2009-03-06T13:02:00.005+05:00

This is the msgs frm my vodafone company.

"There is no Substitute to hard work and there is no short cut to succes"

"A bend in the road is not the end of the road unless you fail to make the turn"

"Develop the attitude that there are more reasons why you should succeed than reason why you should fail"

"Start a new today because with each new sunrise there can be found a new way"

"If you want to be successful, you must be willing to be uncomfortable,, success is not by chance it is a planned event"

"Dont let this day pass without doing something to make your dreams come true"

scorpio

2009-02-26T22:31:00.005+05:00

Am a Scorpio, its not that i totally believe in this things and look for them every day, but it s our habit to see, that part of news paper or any thing. whether it s an old one or not , it doesn't matter.... Down here the some qualities u can find in Scorpio person..( I googled it )

The bright site

Determined and forceful

Emotional and intuitive

Powerful and passionate

Exciting and magnetic

The dark side

Jealous and resentful

Compulsive and obsessive

Secretive and obstinate

Actually here i wanna talk abot something els. The thing is these ppl here really believe in it, look for what it says in each day and even ask frm ppl what ur and alll......... then what happend is i found some thing vry strange.... The thing i dont go alone with thse Scorpio ppl. They way they say ppl in same groupe.... we dont have a close relation. i have like 3 or 5 friends who r Scorpio and no one seems to like , like other... they have some thing they dont like in that person.....hehe funny dhoo.

let me analysed it hehe.. i think it may be because the jealous part they have, annd those secrets dhooo... Then nege bunaaka...

Well that wat i noticed...it might be true , it might not be dhoo

Different in taste.........

2009-02-25T17:26:00.006+05:00

Most girl has different taste ... am i right!!!

I got this craxy idea today when i was in a class. There is this 2 girl having same type of bags in different colour. and this grls are so different , there body shape is kinda alike, like chubby, but one is huge and another one is tiny shot chubby, there are from different place. any way what was thinking was , they must have very different taste. In dressing things evry one is has a kinda same taste, evry girl like the latest fashion , am talking abt taste of boys they like .. hehe, craxy thinking.

Think about 2 best friends having same taste in same type boys, i mean if they like same type of boys, the boys body shape and style ...etc.. then those 2 grl will be apart after some time ,,,, am sure. cos they will be fighting 4 same guy and, if a cute guys goes to them and talk to one, another one will feel bad, and she will be kinda jealous.

Me and my friend here has very different taste in boys, will tell u guys in another post.

well this is a dam craxy post , but all are free to give ur ideas. and pls correct if it has any mistake cos am not checkin it.

TOOOOOO LAZY

2009-02-17T10:06:00.003+05:00

Am to laxy to write any thing. So bored to do any thing els other then watching Movies and TV.MY classes are going on and assignments are there to do, but my laxy ....... does not want to do anything. Well even have to study for the final exam but.........................

Am not ready to study , yet...!!!! will do those things when am ready to do ............!!!
hehe!!! what a stretagy ??? its not bad i guess

If U dont feel like doing some thing why should u force ur self to do. It will come its own.

OK this is a laxy post by laxy ruk. by the way i have watched movies which i couldnot watch befor cos my lap had a problem. NOW all is fixed and am watchin all those movies i can get..hehehe

bye for now, take care guys ....

Buddies in my life II

2009-02-07T21:10:00.002+05:00

This is the second post about buddies in my Life..

I have a friend , who i trust like anything. I mean i tell her those things which are personal to me. v personal. If i have a problem in family and in my life i tell her....
I met her in 1999. We 2 have a kinda different friendship.We are close like sisters.I feel fry to say anything i feel........I haven't 4got abt her, but we have this distance barrier in between, bt when we meet , we go along with so well.

I need to tell her some thing, Some thing so true and she don't knw abut this...

We did our O'Level exam practices 2gether. I mean we studied together, telling what we know to each other, we studied like there is nothing els in the book we don't knw.we are so confident. 4 me i was so confident. Hoped to get v gud result. but when result came, I got i was so disappointed. She got what i was expecting 4. That year ppl rechecked and got what they know they will get. 4 me i was so shocked and depressed . In addition to that , my frnd getting those thing i was expecting and i got in to this mental and emotional situation. (this s kinds so personal) From there i was thinking GOD is in favour of her and, how can this happen 2 me and all.........so shocked ... From there i gave her some space. We were 2gether bt there was differences. We are human beings we have this feelings. Any way i did got over from that and started to have a gud relation with us.
"Hei dear am sorry 4 that , I Love u Like a sister , U might not believe that,but thats the truth"

I know u will be shocked to see this. This is not a feeling which came recently. I had this before also but its just that i haven't told u..

PS: well these days am having a feeling of writing abut ppl in my life. I have drafted some posts , u will see them when days passes.

I dont wanna write gloomy post

2009-02-03T23:37:00.006+05:00

but

I end up writing some thing murky.......
Ok let me think what are the cheerful thing i have in my life...
hmmmmmmmm
nothing is coming (thinking)
Actually these days .. every day is a dull day,
hmmmm
A gud news: i bought a new phone (walkman & a nice camera) (Thats a pic i took frm my phone, salhidhoo)
Bad new: memory card is having a problem.
Hei .. i just remembered the gud time i had..let me list
> I went to yamnanagar (another state) Its a village and its so nice.
> Me and my friend had gud time there.
> Another thing , I got quite gud marks.(hmm quite :P)
> went for shoppingThen hadhaane nuvi,
Beside thinking about the things i have to do evry day i go to college spend like 4 or 5 hrs there and come back....
Quite interesting life dhoooooo
Its the end of this post

Thought of the day ...........

2009-02-03T01:13:00.003+05:00

My phone company , Vodafone knows a lot about life and
they keep on sending msgs...
Some time we get a message saying are u bored ,
so do this ...blaa blaa blaa
They amazed me one day
Thats was a really a hectic day ,
I got a message from VD knowAll
MSG goes like this:
" Thought Of The Day:
To The Question Of Your Life, Your The Only Answer.
To The Problem Of Your Life , Your The Only Solution."
That day Vodafone somehow made my day...
Thought to share this little thought of the day with U guys...

This pic i took in Yamnanagar by my phone
( I went there in this week end- Its nice place)

Give ur self a break

2009-01-27T16:22:00.003+05:00

"Aw c"mom, take a chill pill, as they say.
It's time you loosened up bit.Go easy on yourself .
Learn to love yourself.Only then can you love rest of the world and
be fair and good to them."

ok this is something i saw on a news paper , first thing came to my mind was ,
" I love my self "
am a sure ...???
Well i have to be sure ,
"I really love my self "
now I have to make my mind..
"I love my self and rest of the world"

Then another thing it says is
" U got to do what U got to do
but some times the
Got to do
Starts assuming gigantic proportions,
Taking over our entire lives"

How true is this.
Start thinking abut this.....???

I don't read news papers but heading like this and highlighted points caught's to my mind.

life ??? life??? life???

2009-01-24T15:06:00.005+05:00

I don't know where is My life taking me.
What it holds for me...???
Things are different ..
I need a find a reason to live..
It is not the end but still..
Y am living ...???
Y am doing this...???

Life just turns
With out U directing
On its own

We have to follow it
OR
Do Ur best to be in that track

Another year started ,
I wasn't expecting thing year to bring this much different to my life,
I was happy with my life, I was wishing it to be little bit better,
But it changed,every thing changed ,
i don't know whether it is a good change or a bad change.
what i know is i don't need this change.
I need my past (last year ) life back.
Am not gonna wish or pray to make it better.
I will take it the way it was.....
....pls GOD give me that life...
BUT
Am not sure that 2

What do U think......???

2009-01-21T21:43:00.003+05:00

About this girl

There was this girl who was so good in study and sports; as a result she got a chance to be in school leaders group. (One of her dream)

She was a girl who gets A’s and at the same time so good in extra -activities. She is a girl who knows how to play all the games starting from TT to football. (Basket ball, net ball, football, athletic, high jump………etc) She used to spend lot of time with others, learning these spots and participating in activities where boys and girls are involved. She used participated in every activity in school whether it is a dance or a play or a debate.

When Sho goes for trips, she doesn’t spend her time in beach alone or with a girl or a boy. She don’t site there with out doing anything expecting a boy to come to her and talk to her, flirt with her. Rather she spent her time in playing, running and enjoying, with those who are doing that.

She doesn’t want to be girlish girl , who always put makeup’s, and want to show other, or a girl who is too shy that she can’t do anything, Rather she want to be perfect in everything , fit in every place, every circumstances, ..etc. She knows she is beautiful and sexy. She has self-confidence.

She wasn’t a girl searching for love or boyfriends. Rather a very buxy girl in those activities and study.

In the process of these, she happens to be involved with boys. Most of the time you see her among boys in school. She has lot of friends and fans, Girls and boys. She is a friendly, who smile and talk to every one.

Those boys who know her, and participate in school activities, know her better. Know that always they can count on her.

Those girls who are with her or she is friend with know her better. Knows that, they can also count on her.

Those boys who are, not friends and gossips say’s she is always with boys, she is no good. She is not girlish rather a girlboy.

Those girls who are not close friend with her, says she is good in everything. Some has bad view about her.

So tell me what u think about this girl...??? i know u have these type of girls in ur school or college.

Storm is over

2009-01-16T20:45:00.002+05:00

what i mean is exam is over.....

" Going to get stress free sleep"
lolol

BUT , there is no break after the exam, well next week onwards classes are starting ...

NO rest ...
hmmmm , then am looking forward to C what am gonna get...
First exam away from home (country)....
lololol
Heard that these ppl r v strict in marking lets see dhoo.
bye for now then

Talking 2 My self

2009-01-13T09:24:00.006+05:00

I wonder how many of u talk to ur self in front of mirror,
*hehehe*
Thats somethin i do a lot, most of the time am alone in the room,
i don't have anything to do, so i go in front of mirror,
make designs on my hair, dress up,( lol) and talk to my self , making faces
and laughing at me (lol) alll.........
"ooooowe"
Thats been so childish dhooo, ..lolo
Now a days i talk to my self in english,
Thats something i realised today.
lolololol
let me tell u guys some thing, before coming here i was kinda,
nervous because i have to talk , in English,
its not that i don't know how to talk. Its just i wasn't used to talk in English.
*hehehe*
....But now its all mine....
"ooooooowe"

u wanna see what i have been doing (lastnite)
Taraaaaaaa

been childish....lol
(1st 1 remind me of girl guide, 2nd one doesn't make any sense)
I think i can do better..lolol

Reflect........!!!!!

2009-01-11T22:52:00.009+05:00

I have been thinking about parents ........
Some years ago i remember that i was thinking about my mom.How my mom had spent her life??? how my mom and dad met???. and how she managed to live in this world?? Still i have those questions...
Now i have got answers for some of my these question. when i was small , i mean not old enough my mom don't talk about those things.( i think its cos she know that am wasn't old enough to understand those things) Now my mom is getting close and open, she tells me some of the chapters of her life, i mean not all but i know a lot now. How She and Dad managed to grow us ...? how they planed there life....?and how many time they have succeed and how many time they have failed?

Most of the time my dad is out of island, working, saving for us. We meet him once in a year or twice in a year... when i was small i don't think about these things. How much they would have missed each other. How many days my mom would be afraid of living in the house alone with children and How many days she been awake because of us when v are sick, she take care of us.......then lot of things...

She is working in island health center as a "foolhumai".She wakes up around 5am,do her prayers and go to kitchen and do the cooking stuffs ( she is perfect in cooking, and even v fast) for us. Then she gets ready to go to work for 7:30am.before going she wake us up, get us ready to go to school (am talking abt 15 year back) She comes back in break time to check on others who are young ( we are only 4) then after work,she comes again cooks for us and help us in studying , if there is afternoon session one, she take that one to school. Again at night cook for us,teach us and take us to bed. in between she might have to go to extra time work.....

U might be wondering why am writting this all. The point i want to tell is all these years her every day is like that. Same old routing. Imaging we been like that for 20 years or some 3 or 6 months.we will get bored...but parents never get bored.

I remmber that when i went to school i get board for doing same thing evry day.when i went to office i got bored of those same stuffs.I get frustrate , headaches,pissedoff , mood off..etc.some days i think , Y can't i have any other life then this..........which life then...???

Parents are really breave.There was this time i was thinking they have to work and keep us happy.They are the one who brought us in to this world. Thats there duty to do so. But is that so?...There are some parents who don't care about there children and live there life.Do those children of that person is happy ???

There is this thing am really proud of my parents. It is they had a love marriage and i never heard them arguing or fighting on anything.

I love them a lot.
Miss them a lot.
I always miss them.
I spend most of my life away from them.
i can say always i been away.
now also am far away from them.

Y is exam so ...............

2009-01-10T10:19:00.003+05:00

Blaah blaaah blaaah

The thing is You know what u have studied but when it come to write in paper your mind is totally blank. hmmmm then
Y we make unnecessary mistakes in exam. lets see
yesterday i wrote a paper, instead of answering 2a and 2b i did 2a and 3b ........wow what a mistake ......LOLOLOL
Then answer liyunu iru ekame mashaka negeye.... alhe keevetha...???
pss pss pss pss
Then ekahala galhi kantha kurevene exam ga.....

Then in exam the harder U try the faster U forget .hahahahhahaha
What a policy .....????
Then another thing is the harder u try to memorise the points , the faster it goes from ur mind ...wow....

well , U can see am a complain person ...
Always complaning .......hahaha
when ever i start complaning my friend here used to tell me stop complaing ....????

I know you guys are not gonna tell me stop complaing ..
so am writting all...

well, i saw a fan clup in Facebook , i hate exam ,
i thought i am one of the few who hate exam. but..
i was wrong
every one hate exam
LOLOL
So am gonna change my policy to
I love exam ..
lets see whats gonna change
well exam are uncertain , U never know whats gonna happen in exam
LOLOL
more of them are ahead..
its getting long now
*Stop*

A second thought

2009-01-03T14:12:00.003+05:00

Well , i decided to cut my shakuvaa fathi from my last post.
I wasn't Blaming my family , i love them a lot.
it was just dheravi varun , hitha erihaa echchehi.
Iblees gadu ge vasvaass .....lol

Well i love my cousin bro and i miss him alot.
I really, v badly wanna be there but keekuraanee,
Naseeb tha nudhinee... hehe

Well they told they will send pics to me, Am looking forward for those lovely pics.
My little sis, the princes is gonna be the flower grl , and am sure she is gonna look like a pary.
Then the flower boy is gonna be my little cousin Aakko. I can't wait to see those picture.

"BRO am very happy for U.
May god bless u too
&
give all the happiness in this wold to u 2
Enjoy the bond of Mr & Mrs
Wish U a very
Happily ever after"

"LOVE U "

A request
" If U happen to be there on 4th , pls tell me how it was, What u think of that wedding"

*Thanks*

1st family wedding is up.... Cry !!! cry !!!

2009-01-02T13:39:00.007+05:00

This year in my family am having 2 wedding.
First wedding is on 4th JAN.

Family ge emmen male ga, Grand mom in fashaagen emme kuda sora jehendhen.
Am the only one missing there.
Ahren nulaa aailaage furathama kaaveni nimmaalan e ulhenee,
Kihaa dhera.:'(
Keekuraa nee dhoo

Vara ham dhera ebave...
Miadhu emmen male gossa, masha gulhee ma ,
maa boda dhera ve.
Feel like crying...
Well am crying
But i lied to them saying,
dhera nuve e . its ok e.
But kihine dhera nuve hunnanee.

Mage shakuva:

Ooooooh, this shakuvaa fathi is getting long.

" Wish U all the Best Bro for the wedding.
and
Family members enjoy the wedding
&
Have a blast on that day,
Remember me."

Making the night Special..!!!

2009-01-01T12:10:00.006+05:00

First of all when new year came am in a cold place.... Damn this place is cold!!!!.
New year started when i was near fire trying to get some heat.
hmmm then
kuri new kamakee , I burned or lightened my first cracker in 2009. what we called Patakaaaas ... It was fun.
well i went to a small gathering in International hostel. it wasn't that fun, but better than being at home doing nothing.
After that had to walk to home, cos at that time no Rikshas's available, cos of winter cold.
So first walk, (kinda long distant) in midnite.
If this walking strategy is maintained , it will loos my budget ..... lol
when i came home, light was not there. Another way to cut expenses...
Then slept.

oooooh,
well am trying to make every thing happened special.
It was special ... right..!!!
"New strategy for 2009"
Enjoy every little happiness i get and make evry Little thing in life Special.
Enjoy !!! enjoy!!!enjoy!!!

Last night i got the idea to cut down my expenses.
That was the lesson i got.
Will try that in this year .
******
wish me Luck
******

2009

2009-01-01T00:00:00.001+05:00

Lets well come 2009

Fresh Air
Fresh Idea
Fresh Talent
Fresh Energy

I wish u all to have
Sweetest Sunday
Marvelous Monday
Tasty Tuesday
Wonderful Wednesday
Thankful Thursday
Friendly Friday
Successful Saturday
Have a great year

Finially i have done

2008-12-30T16:46:00.003+05:00

From last night on wards i was trying to get a new tamp for my blog.
I tried and tried ............
I got tired , but wasn't happy for the out come of my work.
was trying evrey thing i see, for the back ground and,
other place, but nothing came nice.

I wanted a new appearance for the new year..........
well after a long , and hard work i have done something, to my blog,
It is not that hard if u know....right!!!
For me i don't know a lot, am just a new guy here.
"tired" "tired"
Finally , am done..
How is my new look.
Do u guys like it.
Kinda common dhooo!!!!!

I will be away from blogging, well will try,
cos my exam are up on my head,
mass things to study.
*bye*
Gonna
*miss ya*

Ðë§ï®ë

2008-12-29T13:43:00.006+05:00

If U desire anything,
Unless u get it , u don't feel calm....right!!!

Hin hama nujehe dhoo benunvaa echche nulibenees.

Can't even sleep,
Cant even eat,
Every where u see that.
In dreams u see that,
U find ways to get it,
U plan to get it,
Its like , things are not complete.

(Beyonce and Rihana in Green)

Well , am having a desire to get Green dress.
Where ever i go i see green and i stare at it,
It docent matter that thing is garbage or
In some once hand or
Some one is wearing it....
whether its a taxi or car or a building
I just can't stop staring it.....
that thing is nice for me.

oooh .... different shades of green
I love it ...
They are so nice... right ..!!!!

when i get one i will show u guys .....
till then
"bye"

In a crowd

2008-12-28T00:26:00.004+05:00

(my friends in metro)

Being in a crowd what do u think ...???
hmmmmm........
Mostly when Ur traveling u see lot of ppl.
Moving here and there,
Some are sitting in some where..
some are standing ....
A bunch of guys or grls standing and talking ...
Have u ever thought what they are up to ........
.... ....hehehe...
Here in Delhi , when i travel in metro i seen different type of ppl, Most of the guys are having a big stomach.
some young guys wearing crazy grl type jeans... those jeans are tyt with desing or flowers on it.... lol ... i wonder what they are thinking.
Some grls are Dressed well and some are like ooooooh my.. my... what the ..........
Some time i see some cute old couples helping eacher other, Husband helping his wife to find a place to sit..
Some time i see young couples tooo... they look cute tooo..
If me and my friends are together, we talk what we see and we enjoy them,
When am alone, what i think is what are those ppl are thinking...and what they are up to....???

My guesses are
If a college grl is alone She is thinking Y am alone here, Y cant i get a frnd to travell with. or Things happened that day in college, or Thinking about what she gonna do when she reaches where she is going.. If a cute guy is there dresses smartly with a happy face+looking his phone in evry second He is going to meet his grlfriend or a Date If a smart guy is there, with a rude face. He is tired from his work. and fedup with that buxy no fun day to day things.. If a big man is there : He just want to go home and rest. If a noughty boys are there, looking at grls They are enjoying what they see. Some are just there observing others, thinking exactly what am thinking.
well they are my crazy guess.....!!! DO u do that... ??
I know its a crazy thing to do,, but i don't have anything else to do.

A day to be noted

2008-12-27T10:01:00.006+05:00

Sorry for been late to tell u guys how it went.

The preparation part ,
Me and my friends started to get ready around 8,time to go is 10:30. LOL ,, grls , really need some times to get ready ...right!!!
Well the Van came on time, we were still getting ready,i haven't finished wearing my buruga, others haven't finished there hair,then we did those thing fast , fast, even kept somethings to do in Van....
Then anhenun thanaka dhanna, vaanee mivaru dhooo.

Before going there, i thought that meeting will be like very formal one, like president straightly going to the stage, or to the area for him, and he will talk and those ppl who want to greet him can go to greet and, eat and go.........

Well, things went far different , our president , straight came to greet us and talked to each one. The meeting was a friendly one,evry one was talking to each other, ministers and other member came and we introduced each other and discussed lot of things.
We even took a group pic with president. i will try to get that pic, i should get it right...!!!

Then dhimaavi majaa kamakee, we were sitted in a table with some big guys ( bodethimeehun) so couldn't eat, they were taking to us and we have to answer and node our head, we couldn't eat the way we wanted to eat. Then when the time for dessert came, we were buxy in talking and we couldnt get them ( they look so tasty), what we did was when every bodethi meehun bera dhiyaama, dessert kaan feshy... hehe

There was this sad part that, some students don't talk to others, other then there friends, i have seen these ppl, am living with, if they see any African they greet them, and talk to them , But Maldivian are far different then that. If they see a Maldivian, they just look at them/ him/she and give a smile , like "ooooh ur also here" that not enough i think , we should talk .... right!!!!!
Well, it also includes me too, i also hesitate to go and talk, ( Cos i had a feeling they wont like that) i also give a smile, though i know that's not what i should do, cos i do feel sad when others walk way giving a smile.

I met my former office mate , a teacher and my deputy principal...

Then we are planing to form a student association in Delhi...... I hope it to come inaction.

I want to share some thing ,,,,, when our former president was ruling ,
He went to Addu , i was in MS, then we present a dance, after watching it, Mr maumoon came to say" thanks" or "shukuriyya" He was in front of me, so near, i thought of " salaam kuran" then aharen kudako ai kuriya ves gendhiyain, then vara kudako inge attamp to salaam, ( image kurevedhoo) but He haven't , May be he haven't saw my hand.. i don't know. what i think is he should greet us all. we did a hard work to show him the sagaafee dance. (ehaa gina kudhinne nune ei) i felt so so bad, and sad, then ai dhikurevunu moya heeve..........lolol
Meehun bunaa adhu ahan , maumoon salaam kuranee, e dhaa maguga thibe meehunna ekanno...

So this was a really good and unforgettable experience.

Yaaa hooo!!!!! Our president is in Delhi.

2008-12-24T14:13:00.004+05:00

Tomorrow am going to meet, our beloved president Nasheed & The first lady Laila.
what we called luncheon meeting... It sounds good...right
Am so excited .....!!!!
Hmmm ..the security is quote high,
I can't carry a camera of phone so can't be able to get a picture.
that the bad part..
every thing should have a bad part ....LOL

"Ais kan higi goi kiyaa dhenan inge"
"Ok"
I am looking froward to meet our President.
Till then............
"Tara-ra"

"Rab Ne Bana Di jodi "

2008-12-23T21:50:00.004+05:00

I just forgot to tell u guys .... Last week i watched this movie..

"Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi"

Over all , Film was good ,but not so ....uhuh.
The dances were nice and perfect.
acting was fantastic..
(am not judging)
I don't like his t-shirt ( Then vara anhen)
The story was also not bad but.....
I wonder , How come,some one who can be as cool as .. ..... (in the Pic above) decides to spend the rest of his life like this.

lol
well that's the story..
Then vara unbelievable. Evry one wanna be cool ...right..!!!
but this one wanna be a" basahaa kujja"
Any way, At the end ,He got the love of her, being like that as a nerd .....

Some thing's are lacking

2008-12-22T13:57:00.002+05:00

Komeves echche madhu hen heevanee , ruk ge life ga .. don't know what it is it .. but i can feel it .It is so difficult to carry on life if this feeling of lacking is there. Alhe kihine baa mi vanee. y cant i be the laughing, smiling , always joyful ruk... Now a day am like a dead man. Head is always full of lot of nothing. Am trying to enjoy, keep those thinking's aside, but it seems like those thing are not gonna leave me. Like a megnatic they are comming after me. when ever am alone, it takes my whole mind and nothing is left for me to be happy or to smile , even to be Sad. Some time i feel like crying ..but for What ....??? No reason to cry ... Some time i feel like laughing or smile ... but for what ...??? No reason for this too. I don't even know what am thinking.......???? What is bothering me.....??? I dont have a clue..... Is some thing gonna happen...??? If it is what sort of thing....??? is that a happy thing or sad thing....???? ooooooooh my my ..... lot of questions..??? How to get answer for these question...??? I guess the time will tell me ...right..!!!!!! but when.....???

Internal Exam, a head ...

2008-12-22T00:51:00.004+05:00

I have hell lot of things to cover for the internals... Ooooh how to cover them ....???
Well it is only 5 subjects but imaging, for this internal , these teaches made sure to finish almost all the chapters. They were going very fast.
The funny thing is from this internal we are getting only a total of 10 marks to our final... Its nothing compare to the work we have to do....
What to do that's how it is..... Just have to do what ever they ask us to do ....( lol .. lot of complains ..right!!!!!)

From the day we born we are doing exam, but still when exam comes we get freak out. Its like a very heavy thing is on our head...some thing really heavy. you will feel the different when the exam is over. To make it difficult or to make it easy ( i don't know) these ppl even expand the exam dates.Y can't they just finish these exams in 1 week. One way it helps us ....right!!!

For me Now am having difficulty in spare time for reading.

How can i forget

2008-12-20T21:37:00.002+05:00

I just forget to wish my lovely brother on his birth day. I did remember his birthday (19/12) .The day before that i was planing how to wish him.but on that day i forgot. How come,thats toooooooo BAD. I am far from him, but at least i can wish him... by a phone call or MSG or FB....right..!!!! i was wishing all frnds of mine on there birthday on FB.But by the time my lovely Bro Birthday came, yesterday i haven't even used internet. Can u imaging...!!!! Whats more important then wishing him.... i hate that i forgot it...

This is for U my little Bro.

" Am sorry that , i forgot to wish, i know its a big thing, but u ll say its not a big deal, well for me it is, i wanna give u gifts (Not only to u , to all my kokko menna ) but mihaathana aairu kuda kuda gifte nooni dhathoo a dhevifaka nei dhoo, Ei ves bae faharu dhoo, wait until i go back i will give u guys what u all want. I love u guys so much. I miss u a lot. Ur my best bro, I love u a lot, my kuda Bera.( I love raukko and rippe too) UMMMAH
HAPPY BIRTH DAY

Do this things Happens to U guys......... It feel so bad, some thing like this happens...right..!!!!!

College festival - DRC

2008-12-20T13:53:00.004+05:00

Inter college western Dance Competition

Those ppl have lot of talents. I couldn't get pics of all college.My camera went off.

Drama ( plays)

Jesus and mariyam College
There play was based up on Gay. They are asking to accept those ppl , as they are.

My College ( DRC)
Play was about discrimination between daughter and Son.
So common thing in India .....

SRCC
They were amazing.

The hand drawing on the floor

This ppl were Studying. I don't know that was a part of festival or not.

Hehe......
This is not part of festival.
Me and friend got bored for a sec and started to click pics.
It came out nice... so i thought of sharing...lol

year ending ..!!!!!!!!

2008-12-18T12:08:00.006+05:00

Lol, this year is going to into an end. Oooooh my….. Finally it is ending.

Some how it makes me sad, cos of the things am gonna leave in this year when I move to New Year. (am sure that every one will be happy to see the next year)

Once I was also so thrill to see 2008,( some how I new that 2008 gonna change my life) now it is ending, I don’t know , whether I want to say 2008 was so short , or so long. Some how, it is short. Now am counting for 3 years to end fast…………… oooh, may be that’s Y I can’t say that this particular year is short… I don’t know…..????

(Forget it……… I don’t want to count years…lol)

Lets, think about what u were doing in JAN 2008

Were you in stress….???

Was U trying to get some thing…???

Was U waiting for someone or some thing…??

Ooh for me, I was so patiently waiting to go abroad to study…

After a long waiting,

lot of headaches and stress

and lot of hard work I got it.

There was this time, I almost gave all the hope, and turned my back to studying and though of concentrate of working.

I thank GOD for giving me, this opportunity.

So what I learn from 2008 is, “Don’t give up – keep trying”

What U learned in 2008…….???

Some FUN I had today

2008-12-13T02:01:00.008+05:00

Well today (12-12-08)i had some fun's with some frnds.It was my class met Birthday and she gave us a treat. We went to MT , and ate frm a restorant called AMA (funy name dhoo) here are the foods we ate... (am nt a good photographer )
(Chicken stick, some beef things, rice, and momo)
Now a days am so in to momo's

"ok" this pictures here represends a funny story.. After eating we went see a tample. Unfortunatly we havnt got in, cos some didnt feel like entering, so we went to the park near, not a park, just a place ppl used to relax, there we found these boys here, see that pic, they were so craxy, and fun, when we were taking pics they just come and stand in front of us.. ( that was fun)
U can see in the another pic a grl climbing up from a hill. yaaa what happend was, these boys were saying us that is not difficult to get down and climb up, so 2 of us went down, when we were goin down these boys came frm behind and , sliding leaving the dust,we were filled with dusts, we cleaned our self and was finding a way to go up.one of the boy showed us a wayup, filled with cut grass pieces.(grass kudi) so we tried to claimed up, it wasnt difficult, we were almost reaching up that one boy frm back pulled the other grl leg, and another one was putting that grass on her head, (they were also climbing uo with us) (ooh my thats so bad...right), then i saw these grl rolling and falling down with them, fortunately they couldn't get me. but it was fun.

We all.

" Happy birthday to SONUM and Thank you. i enjoyed a lot."

IrRiTate

2008-12-12T00:10:00.005+05:00

This word irritate, irritates me a lot. I don' t know why but when any one uses that word at any one , even uses that word around me, it irritates me.

oooh, its because the way it sound."ir-ri-tate" oooooowh it sounds so bad. specially when friends uses that word referring to another friend, its so BAD. It sound so , so BAD. though the word meaning is impatience,anger or displeasure or annoying. The sound makes it bad. when people with high tone says it, it sound so bad thing.

Instead of that we can use annoying ... right!!!!! that sound easy to listen, even easier to our ear....(hehe)

LOL..what a topic to talk....???? Well some of my friends uses this word a lot,even for a very simple thing, i just close my ear and pretend that i don't hear that word.

Hate, Hate ... Just Hate

2008-12-10T08:48:00.007+05:00

I hate the fact that ,
When I make plans and thing doesn't go as it is.
I hate the fact that ,
When my alarm goes, i get up and again go in to sleep.
I hate the fact that ,
When I take book , keep it on the table and do some thing else.
I hate the fact that ,
When I start reading , my thinking drifts in to different bullshitt things.
I hate the fact that ,
I waste my time on nonsense things.
I hate the fact that ,
I miss classes,unnecessarily.
I hate the fact that ,
I am not ready for the exam.
I hate the fact that ,
I Hate these things.
I just hate, hate and Hate.

(lol, is this mean i hate my Self..."Nooo" I hate when things happen like that)

“It is easier to forgive an enemy than a friend”

2008-12-10T00:30:00.000+05:00

It’s a coincidence that I saw this statement today. (In a situation like this) After seen this I began to wonder whether it’s true or not.

Well if we consider a friend - a friend mean who understands you and who care U.I got to know different type of friendship when I was studying philosophy.

It says that there are 3 type of friendship.

1-Friendship for Utility: Mean man do not love there friends for what they are in themselves, but for the benefit a man get. Eg: business partners.

2-Friendship of pleasure: we are friend to these people for the pleasure we get from them, being with them. Like college friends.

3-Friendship at the level of character: This is where the true friendship comes under. Here a friend care about another, Love one another, when one friend get hurt another one gets hurt, and think and wish for the well being of another friend where they are far, or near to each other.

LOL , Some studying, unnecessary material……… right!!!!!!!!!

In third case of friendship, what I think is, it would be easier to forgive another friend, may be it wont…………aaah , I also don’t know am also confused. May be it depend of the situation… right!!!!!!!!

Any way for an enemy, obviously it would be easy to forgive, because they are not attached to us, from the things they do, we don’t get hurt. ( lakunu hithuga nethiyya faseha vaane e nun ,forgive kuran) Any way that’s what I think …………

For me I forgive every one, whether it’s a friend or an enemy. “ok” at first I may be angry but after some times it all goes away, and my heart become as clean for that person. As human being we should forgive others… right!!!!!!!!

CRAXY about DRESSES..................

2008-12-09T22:00:00.001+05:00

Today I was reading blogs and I found some interesting blogs about hijab,,, I loved thosepics,and the way they dressed up ……… here are some nice dresses I fond…………

Isn't they nice.......???

Am a girl who collect pictures of dress. Before I used to have lot of pictures of different dresses,in my lap, but i lost them, I had to format this (stupid lap) and all gone. So Sad.Still I can collect them ….right!!!!!

What I used to do is I get the design and buy the material cloths I want and make a dress like that. Hmmmmmmm I even know how to stitch, so clever isn’t it…( being proud..lol) that how I make my own designed of dress. I love my own made dresses.

There is this disappointing thing, that is here in India I can’t make my own dress, but I can wear my own design of dress.:D

Here what I do is I go to market and buy nice tops , jeans…………etc and wear them combining (i mean making a desinged dress). It looks really nice. (am not that good in designing but i love the out come of my ideas)

So when I saw these blogs, it inspired me a lot. I love them.

EID MUBARAK

2008-12-09T13:02:00.002+05:00

Eid Mubarke, Eid Mubarke

Our Eid has come
To bring us peace
To bring us love
To charish our life It is the time
We muslims came together Shoulder to shoulder
It is the time We muslims share
Share our love
Share believe
Eid Mubarke, Eid Mubarke

Today is EID for me , i mean here in Delhi. I am quite surprised to see that EID here is in a different day from Others.May it should be like that ... I read from internet that it varies from county to county. Well may my knowledge about this is very little.

EID MUBARAKE TO ALL BELOVED SISTERS AND BROTHERS

SORRY - I Told

2008-12-07T12:00:00.005+05:00

Yesterday evening after writing here, ( its hard .....) i sent a msg to that friend of mine saying am "sorry". But ......... i haven't got a reply or i haven't even found any change from that person.
I think on my side i have told it, and done.............then there is nothing i can do... now its up on that person.

Am not going to regret for this ,thinking that i could have changed the situation if i told" sorry", I have told it, whether its my fault or not... what i believe that, there is no one's fault.

Festival - I stood out side

2008-12-06T22:38:00.007+05:00

awwwwwh ..what is this..
I was trying to write what happened today in college, but it had en error, or something and i cant post it, its tooooo bad.

well in short what happen was, today in college there was this commerce fest and we as commerce student suppose to go there before 9 . then only we would get the attendance and 25 extra marks for internal assessment.... but for my bad, i went there around 9:30 and they haven't allowed me in there, Anyway i wasn't alone, i had this another chines friend called sumbin or sambin,( i don't get her name correctly) so we spent time in canteen and went to ATM. Then after some time i got a msg from a friend inside there, saying that ppl are getting in. so we rushed there and we found that they are just entering the names in registry..... oooooooooh we got it, we gave our name and came back,as my other friends wanted to go home.

I haven't seen any thing in that fest,.....aaawh.... I knw that it will be boring one. well i took my camera thinking to take some pics, but camera's were not allowed.........(whats this now.?..what these ppl think they are doing.) I wish I had cybershot phone...... lol , I have being dreaming about it ,well am thinking to buy one..... then you guys can see lot off pics........( even pics of such boring fest's).hehehe........:P

THIS IS THE ONE......ISN'T IT NICE..??

Its hard ........oooooh , ITS HARD

2008-12-06T12:41:00.005+05:00

Well, I never being a situation like this, I cant even imaging what should i do now, or i should have done,Y this happened..???? I don't even know what to write here, about it, how to start what to say ????? Its really complicated.am really confused...
Am some one who takes friends close. I care for them, i just can't spend days with out talking or saying sorry, but this situation is so different.
aaaaaaaaawh..piss piss piss piss

friends..friends ..friends......???????????
Now a days i don't know what dose this mean... ..This things are getting tooo long ..ooooh toooooooo long.I keep on scratching my head.Am i very wrong here or am i very wrong that they don't even want to talk to me..??? i have lot off question.

Well for me i do talk,what i want say and what i wanna ask i do ask,BUT...................................??? (nothing to say)This is really tooo bad.Is this because of the different of culture or country .....???(what the hekk haa she is not from my country , she can't even understand what v say..Y should we bother abut her...???? right) (I wonder y they sing when ever they are inside the house- To show me ... or .............)Its OK i can stand these things, I can ignore those things, but some time it really disturbs me.

Any way i have only one thing to say... am not some 1 who keep things in side me. i do forget things and i do even forgive ppl. and AM even saying this
"ITS OK- AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURT U KNOWING or UNKNOWINGLY"

Well, i knw u will say that we are not hurt Ur the one who got hurt, ok i accept that i did. IT is hard for me. May be not for U guys (If any one has human heart ,real human nature,that person will get hurt for a thing like this.....) may be this is what i think ..right ( May be some ppl have a pride, that is more important then there relation with other human being or a friend)
Well AM SORRY

NEED A CHANGE

2008-12-02T18:00:00.002+05:00

Well these days am in a big dark whole… I need to get out; well it is not so difficult to be in a situation like this. Now am used to it,its being almost 3 weeks.Its "ok" ……But there are some time I feel like am alone and I don’t have any one here. (that’s craxy thinking..dhooo) .oK….. In these days, the biggest stress I had was about my booo. There was this misunderstanding thing between me and him,so we were not that much “OK”. But as usual we solved that thing and we are OK now.(am happy…:D)

The thing which haven’t changed is the situation here..(I don’t like to go for details) ….hmmmm.. I need to change the state, I need to change my life, if I wanna live easy life, without stress I have to take the action. But what can I do……………..???????? Well……….I will find a way OUT.

Buddies in my life

2008-11-30T23:58:00.004+05:00

let me tell some thing about my friends ,,,,,,,,,,,, i have met 3 best buddies in my life,,
one is when i was in primary school .... in those days , i had a group, 4 of us r buddies, together but 1 buddy was special, we used to spend lot of time together, well she is "JIHA", In those days we used to share every thing, and do evry thing together. ooh my i miss those days...now a days it is difficult to meet regularly and do things togther ,cos am tooo far , she got married and have a child tooo..... life is different but we r still buddies..........

Then after that i went to addu ,, for secondary and higher education , there i got this buddy , who was so nice and caring , i love her, when we two are together we have lot lot of things to say, still i remember , that one day we two are crying ,cos her mom didnt like me that much,well her stepmom..(Its not , that am bad grl--- i dont knw the reason there...... )well , v used to argue about economics theroies , we 2 had our own theory for that and we keep on arguing that mine is best, hehehehe.. (these days i really miss her) we had our own way of dressing , carrying books ......etc. well she is "shina" i call her "thina".....:P she also got married and she is a very buxxy lady. she is preg in these days, i wanna see her, bt what to do, by the time i go back she will have her baby..

My recent best buddy ,,, is "aaya" well she is young , cute and charming grl, who is afried of many thing around...LOL..... i met her in Male' , i was attending some classes in Faculty, and we two were in same English class, from there our story started.well we became best buddies after that, we used to go shopping , hanging out, goin for coffers......... etc... I miss her a lot. She is the only available buddy i have. i miss those shopping we do together and , we two also talks a lot, i miss those .............. a lot...

well now am here , away from all my buddies, bt we keep in connect. I love them, and miss them a lot, mostly aaya, and those hanging out thing.......... lol.

ThInGs WeNt AcCoRdInG tO mY pLaN

2008-11-26T19:00:00.002+05:00

There is this funny thing in my life that I keep on planning, but those plans never happens.. … well I can say that it never happens cos, it is a very rare thing in my life… go things according to my plan.

Well today I had a plan. Things went according to it though, at college some classes where not there and for our surprise, we had to sit for boring accounting 2 hrs.. (That was really boring… I do like accounting but..cant sit for hrs .. Calculating numbers…) ok that not the main part, Main part is I washed my cloths ….hehehe,, (what a craxy thing ) ,,,haha… U may think that what’s the big deal in washing..lol .. in these days its winter and water is so cold in addition to that in this damn house I don’t get hot water….any way I hate washing and I keep on planning to wash every day , bt U knw what ??? it never happens… the situation will be different if I have a washing machin ..lol … Well after coming India as there are only my cloths to wash , it is not that essential to buy one…….”dhooo”

“Let me tell u a secret I was my cloths once a month …..LOLOLOLOL .. TOOOOOOO bad haa. That’s me the laxy me .. hehe.”

There is this craxy thing happens when ever I wash … my washing day, some where in between electricity goes off .. I have noticed this in last few months… (after coming here only) well it is a very craxy ,funny thing to notice haaa….( well its serious, it happens) Well today also that happened and in between I have to stop washing and wait for Elect to come… I hate that part ………

Am feeling happy that finally I have washed all my cloths for the month a head ..:P lol.. But there is this sad part ,,, when I went to hang my cloths out , the neighbor have already hung there cloths and I haven’t got a place to hang mine ……toooooooo bad naaa. ( I hate it..) I was a little bit late for that, u knw when I went out with my bucket full off cloths, she had finished hanging her cloths and was taking her empty bucket back to her apartment.. ooooooh “imaging how my face will be”.. lol

It look like this …………

Well I have to keep my cloths ..in those buckets for tomorrow…… that’s BAD ,BAD and BAD…Any way , I have washed them , the work is done now… Am Happy , I don’t have to bother about washing… for now…………..hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…….

WALK AWAY

2008-11-24T21:44:00.001+05:00

This is not the way I dreamed about us

I took you as some one very close to me

I found you as a soft heart and kind person

I thought we could be a good companion

I never expect such a deed from you

I expected you to understand me

I wasn’t blaming you, but you took the blame on you

I wasn’t even blaming any one

I was just asking

But things went too far

It doesn’t have to be like this

It seems like those days never going to be come back

I miss those times we spend together

I miss those moments we shared together

Thank you for the support you gave me

Thank you for being passionate for those crazy things I did

Thank you for listening to my fanatic nonsense stories

Thank you for every thing

Am never going to forget you

Ill be there when you need me

(This piece of writing is for you - I really miss those days we spend as friends)

A very buxy week a head..

2008-11-23T12:14:00.000+05:00

oooooooooooh my
next week is gonna be a bxy week. i have tests and assignments. what should i do.Now a days my life doesn't have any thing new and excitements..

its too bad haaaaa.
what a fucking bullshit life .
what to do , have to spend 3 years like this,, if i start counting days there wont be any end...
ooh my only 5 months went... still a lot more months ...........uhuhuhu.

Any way i will, try to live my life here and study..
I will try my best to make use of evry mint i spend here.....lol

"Pls GOD give me strength...."